Our Appetizer.: [Confessions]

April 2, 2014

[Confessions]

Life has been a little interesting around here lately 
and by interesting I mean a pain in the butt. 

I am definitely in need of confessions because that's the only way that things will get better right? I guess at least mentally get better. Who am I kidding, I'm just putting my fears/tears/weakness/strengths and so on out there for you and everyone in the blog world to basically criticize. Go on, I can take it like a champ...I think. Just kidding, please go lightly. 


Confession # 1 :  Working out has not gone as planned this week or last week since we are being honest here. I haven't stepped foot in a gym or the barre studio in about a week and a half  two weeks. I guess to give me some credit, I have been doing these challenges at home, that counts for something right? Just agree with me, it's just easier that way. 



Confession #2 : I definitely need to start Spring Cleaning. I started picking up around my room yesterday but I only got as far as shoving things in the closet and closing the doors. Dear Lord help me when I have to open the doors tomorrow to get clothes out. I guess it doesn't really feel like Spring in Cleveland yet so I have some time to procrastinate, right? 



Confession # 3 : I have been an emotional wreck lately. Mostly because My Guy made it crystal clear that he is not moving back to Cleveland chooses to stay in Tampa. Don't even get me started on this topic because we will be talking for days and I'll need a bunch of Kleenex boxes. Basically waterworks started when he went to look at apartments for himself. Why am I such a baby!? Good for him for staying in the Sunshine state and me wishing we could just rewind back to 2 years ago. 



Confession # 4 : I cry like a baby when I have to get a blood test done. Yep, this morning I had to get a blood test done and it took all of my being to not burst out crying. I was mentally telling myself  "Come on, act your age...be mature...quit being such a baby...I can do this!" as soon as I saw the needle I was telling myself " I can't do this....this crazy lady is really going to stick that thing in my arm...oh my gosh, oh my gosh....oh wait, that wasn't too bad." 

What confessions do you have about life lately?
Any of these confessions pertain to you?

Linking up today with Bella and Kathy.As well as a link up with Liz.

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18 comments:

  1. waaaah thats sad though that he's staying there...

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    1. I know, words can't describe how I feel.

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  2. You might like living in Tampa :) Definitely a crap situation though.

    And spring cleaning only counts once it feels like spring. It doesn't here in Boston yet either!

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    1. Yes, I like the weather down there when it's super cold up here but do I base my whole future and relationship based on weather? idk about that.

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  3. Hey girl! I am really sorry to hear about the Tampa/Cleveland thing. :( I really hope things get better. Your not being a baby at all my dear! It does really sucks being away from our men. And thats what Vodka is for, lol! Hang in there girl, and h.a.g.w! XO

    Lisa,xo
    http://chiclittlethrills.blogspot.com/

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    1. It's been the hardest 2 years I've lived so far. I'min a lose lose situation and it sucks. Thanks for the words of encouragement, it means a lot.

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  4. Girl I would be sad too. Don't feel bad about having emotions! Love you!
    PS- Cleveland blogger meetup needs to happen in May!

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    1. Words can't explain how I feel and how I've felt. But yes, blogger meet up in may!! When are you coming back north?

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  5. aww boo! sucks that he's staying there. hope things get better and that you guys figure something out.

    thanks for linking up, though.

    -kathy
    Vodka and Soda

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  6. Yyyyeah...I've definitely been slacking in the gym department. Since we got our house- I've only gone like once or twice- and not at all in the last two weeks.

    And I'm sorry- that really sucks that you guys are in two different places. Just a crappy situation.

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    1. You've been busy with moving in, so it's ok to not be in the gym :)

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  7. Sorry to hear about the guy situation. I've been in a similar situation with an old boyfriend. Long distance relationships can be so complicated and takes a hell of a lot of work. Are you considering moving to Tampa to make it work out?

    Oh and I hear ya about the gym...I find it so hard to get my butt in there after working a full day. Gah! lol

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    1. I don't know what I want to do because my whole life is here. I've worked so hard to get the job that I have, I'm a only child to parents to would give the world for me and this relationship has put me in a lot of hard situations. I think time will tell.

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  8. Don't feel bad about the gym! I haven't gone since the first week of January. Just haven't had the motivation until today when I got my cruise pamphlet LOL.

    Hope things work out with your man. That's rough.

    You reminded me that I need to get to Spring Cleaning too!

    Chin up buttercup! It's almost the weekend :)

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    1. Dear Lord girl! Talk about serious motivation to get in shape!!!! Thanks for the encouragement, it means a lot.

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  9. Oh geez, he is staying there? :( Will you make the move? I wish he would have considered you in the mix. :/

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    1. I really don't know how things will play out. I have a great life here in Cleveland he has his life in Tampa now, so idk.

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